Temple of the Dark Moon

vampires/vampiress has always been around us. with hollywood banking on this idea for god knows how many years. over so many years, we have seen from the conventional Count Dracula, where by can only come out in the night, to ever evolving ones whereby Dracula has wives that are harpies and can give birth to… i don know how to name those creatures … bat like vampires i suppose. To modern version vampires where they work for the Vatican to eliminate evil (hmm… trying to promote the idea that even the worse can repent from their sins if they wish?), better still now, we have ‘artificial vampires’ where chips are planted in the brain to transform a person to become the living dead. Best so far are vampires and prey on vampires… due to its rarity, no name is given to these creatures yet..cept vampires that suck the blood of vampires, or was the name crusnik…donno lah…cant remember. we all watch and get ourselves thrilled by the stories these directors direct. after that, we push aside the idea of its existance because no real vampires will ever exist in this world. no such thing we would say…. perhaps…. perhaps not.

whether we realize or not, vampires have existed from the very beginning of human history. they have lived among us and preyed on us. some are hardly felt, some deliver the ultimate sentence…death. of course, these vampires don suck the very life out of u by drinking ur blood. we may also sometimes call them parasites. while most would fit the bill of parasite, others do not, but yet they are very vampire like, therefore i will label them vampires. perhaps i myself have transformed into this vampire like form. after all, i do wait for others finish their assignments and after that i just swoop in and literally photocopy it and just erase the name and id number. it may have gotten on some ppl’s nerve although i of course may not notice it… but its always safer to assume the worse, so with this new year, my resolution is to be less of a vampire… old habits are hard to kick u know.

the worse kind of vampire that i have ever encountered are those that indirectly drain the life out of u. u may not notice at first, but little by little, u feel as if u no longer have to energy handle it… more terrible cases may cause chronic depression and if left as it is, destroys u utterly. i of course, have not meet one that deals such a severe blow to me, but to certain extent, life draining. i honestly have never met anyone that demands so much energy… it seems u will have to always yield, and that is not through arguement, but whining…. the endless whining.

problems seemed to be unsolvable to them… it must be solved by others. an example would be when the pen drive can no longer be read by the computer. this person would come to me and whine why is it not working, displaying an expression of frustration and the so called ‘im distressed help me now’. ignorance is not tolerated for they will whine ever louder, stomping their feet until u give in. simple matter, why in the world would it even require anyone to fix??? just restart the computer and everything will be as it is…which is just exactly how it is.

if u are to grab the things they want, they respond extremely childlike… screaming ‘i want it!’ over and over again, stomping their feet in anger showing they ‘angry’ face which is suppose to soften ur stance…the unfortunate thing is, if it was done by a child it would have had effect but an adult? i couldnt even face it…. i don even know how to react… i had to let them have it for the whining wouldnt even tone down as long as i hold what they want.

favours can be done at the expense of others…there is absolutely no need to think about the person they are requeting favour from. i donno, perhaps they have not learnt that other ppl have their own way of thinking too? they would never listen to you if you are to speak of things that they wish not to hear.

i no longer have the energy to even bother with these kind of people, you have to use so much energy just to stay alive in their midst. i do believe that one should always remember that inner child and occasionally let it shine, let it out..but to let it out 24/7 is nothing short of a nightmare. those who are exposed to it briefly will definitely find it funny or adorable… unless u are overflowing with energy and can feed their hunger, it is no joke to be around them. i do not hate their existance…but i do not love it either. if i were to ever descend into such a state i wish with all my heart that i be told of the horror that i have unleashed… i do not wish to find out through the whispers of the wind.